HER

I've been seeing stars Every time I get up It's been getting hard To keep on playing dress up I'm body positive Until it's mine Fighting for an hourglass And running out of time Just an innocent compliment And I bet they didn't mean it Even if they did I bet I still wouldn't believe it Thought when I got older That this feeling would be gone But I'm losing touch All at once With everything I once was If I could go back in time I would tell her She looks divine And I would guide her Till she changed her mind And never questioned who she was And we'd go run outside And play for hours in the sun And I'd tell her all about the woman That she will become And I'd say you're so much more than just a body That needs measuring So instead of counting calories You can count on me I think that I'm Addicted to this sickness And I'm slowly dying But I'm the only witness and I'm losing more than Just a gap between my thighs Fighting for an hourglass And fighting for my life Just an innocent compliment And I bet they didn't mean it Even if they did I bet I still wouldn't believe it Thought when I got older That this feeling would be gone But I'm losing touch All at once With everything I once was If I could go back in time I would tell her She looks divine And I would guide her Till she changed her mind And never questioned who she was And we'd go run outside And play for hours in the sun And I'd tell her all about the woman That she will become And I'd say you're so much more than just a body That needs measuring So instead of counting calories You can count on me I've been Unlearning Un-hurting Un-telling myself I have to earn it Is it worth it? Is it worth it? It's not worth it I've been Unlearning Un-hurting Un-telling myself I have to earn it Is it worth it? Is it worth it? It's not worth it If I could go back in time I would tell her She looks divine And I would guide her Till she changed her mind And never questioned who she was