HER

I've been seeing stars
Every time I get up
It's been getting hard
To keep on playing dress up
I'm body positive
Until it's mine
Fighting for an hourglass
And running out of time

Just an innocent compliment
And I bet they didn't mean it
Even if they did
I bet I still wouldn't believe it
Thought when I got older
That this feeling would be gone
But I'm losing touch
All at once
With everything I once was

If I could go back in time
I would tell her
She looks divine
And I would guide her
Till she changed her mind
And never questioned who she was
And we'd go run outside
And play for hours in the sun
And I'd tell her all about the woman
That she will become
And I'd say you're so much more than just a body
That needs measuring
So instead of counting calories
You can count on me

I think that I'm
Addicted to this sickness
And I'm slowly dying
But I'm the only witness and

I'm losing more than
Just a gap between my thighs
Fighting for an hourglass
And fighting for my life

Just an innocent compliment
And I bet they didn't mean it
Even if they did
I bet I still wouldn't believe it
Thought when I got older
That this feeling would be gone
But I'm losing touch
All at once
With everything I once was

If I could go back in time
I would tell her
She looks divine
And I would guide her
Till she changed her mind
And never questioned who she was
And we'd go run outside
And play for hours in the sun
And I'd tell her all about the woman
That she will become
And I'd say you're so much more than just a body
That needs measuring
So instead of counting calories
You can count on me

I've been
Unlearning
Un-hurting
Un-telling myself
I have to earn it
Is it worth it?
Is it worth it?
It's not worth it

I've been
Unlearning
Un-hurting
Un-telling myself
I have to earn it
Is it worth it?
Is it worth it?
It's not worth it

If I could go back in time
I would tell her
She looks divine
And I would guide her
Till she changed her mind
And never questioned who she was