Suicidal Failure

[Verse 1] Father, forgive me For I know not what I do I tried everything Now I'll leave it up to you I don't wanna live I don't know why I don't have no reasons I just wanna die [Chorus] I'm a suicidal failure I've got to have some help Have suicidal tendencies But I can't kill myself [Verse 2] Tired of this way of life My patience has expired I'm barely just nineteen But my life, I will retire I went down to a rifle store I bought myself a gun I pointed it at my head But I couldn't get the job done [Chorus] I'm a suicidal failure I've got to have some help Have suicidal tendencies But I can't kill myself [Verse 3] Took all my mothers sleeping pills I jumped off a freeway bridge I drank three kinds of poisons And drove my car off a ridge I beat myself with a bat Put a noose around my head I'm overdosed on heroin But I'm still not dead [Chorus] I'm a suicidal failure I've got to have some help Have suicidal tendencies But I can't kill myself [Verse 4] Death may not be the answer It can't be all great But me, I'm not into living With life, I can't relate By some masochistic reasoning I think that it'll be fun I want to start my second life now So shoot me with your gun [Outro] I'm looking forward (Suicidal) I'm really bored (Suicidal) You wanna die (Suicidal) Then die (Suicidal) On the street (Suicidal) At the game (Suicidal) At the beach (Suicidal) At my school (Suicidal)