Suicidal Failure

[Verse 1]

Father, forgive me

For I know not what I do

I tried everything

Now I'll leave it up to you

I don't wanna live

I don't know why

I don't have no reasons

I just wanna die

[Chorus]

I'm a suicidal failure

I've got to have some help

Have suicidal tendencies

But I can't kill myself

[Verse 2]

Tired of this way of life

My patience has expired

I'm barely just nineteen

But my life, I will retire

I went down to a rifle store

I bought myself a gun

I pointed it at my head

But I couldn't get the job done

[Chorus]

I'm a suicidal failure

I've got to have some help

Have suicidal tendencies

But I can't kill myself

[Verse 3]

Took all my mothers sleeping pills

I jumped off a freeway bridge

I drank three kinds of poisons

And drove my car off a ridge

I beat myself with a bat

Put a noose around my head

I'm overdosed on heroin

But I'm still not dead

[Chorus]

I'm a suicidal failure

I've got to have some help

Have suicidal tendencies

But I can't kill myself

[Verse 4]

Death may not be the answer

It can't be all great

But me, I'm not into living

With life, I can't relate

By some masochistic reasoning

I think that it'll be fun

I want to start my second life now

So shoot me with your gun

[Outro]

I'm looking forward (Suicidal)

I'm really bored (Suicidal)

You wanna die (Suicidal)

Then die (Suicidal)

On the street (Suicidal)

At the game (Suicidal)

At the beach (Suicidal)

At my school (Suicidal)