When you close your eyes you feel nothing but disgrace
And you fantasize of being somewhere else
You live and you learn
You learn that you only have to earn enough for yourself
Give nothing to no-one else
When you open your eyes and everything's just the same
Then you realize you're among the ones to blame
You're living a lie, it's part of their plan until you die
You're hiding your face but still welcoming their embrace
A disgrace
You thought that those feelings would never get in your way
But somehow you grew your unwillingness along the way
A sense of deception at night when you go to sleep
Can't make it undone 'cause the wound is already too deep
Every night, every day, it will come to you
Anytime anywhere, it will follow you
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