A Disgrace

When you close your eyes you feel nothing but disgrace

And you fantasize of being somewhere else

You live and you learn

You learn that you only have to earn enough for yourself

Give nothing to no-one else

When you open your eyes and everything's just the same

Then you realize you're among the ones to blame

You're living a lie, it's part of their plan until you die

You're hiding your face but still welcoming their embrace

A disgrace

You thought that those feelings would never get in your way

But somehow you grew your unwillingness along the way

A sense of deception at night when you go to sleep

Can't make it undone 'cause the wound is already too deep

Every night, every day, it will come to you

Anytime anywhere, it will follow you