‌beach house

[Verse 1]

Rotting in my bedroom think I

Need a different outlook cause I’m

Hiding alcohol in floorboards

Never hanging out with so-called

Friends that I made on the weekend

Don’t recall any of their names

Think it ended in a vowel

One of them might have a beach house

[Chorus]

Do you see me now?

Made a bad decision when I knew I should run

Wanted you to stay but now I'm letting you down

Do you see me now?

Made a bad decision for the hell of the fun

Wanted just to argue, I’m in love with the sound

[Verse 2]

Told me I looked really diffеrent

Missing all my baby teeth and

Lost some weight ovеr the winter

Playing with my food at dinner

Graduated high school sober

Never touched the drugs or liquor

Guess I was a different person

When did I become a sinner?

[Bridge]

And I’ve been looking away from the sun in the sky

Cause I don’t wanna burn up

I could’ve escaped

But I’m always running late

Better than not showing up

Takes one to know one

And you know I’m easy

Every conversation I don't remember

Eats me

[Chorus]

Do you see me now?

Made a bad decision when I knew I should run

Wanted you to stay but now I'm letting you down

Do you see me now?

Made a bad decision for the hell of the fun

Wanted just to argue, I’m in love with the sound

[Outro]

Oh mom and dad don’t cry anymore cause I’m different

Only tell you the truth when I’m drunk or belligerent

You know I wake up in the morning

And I wish you had listened

And when I’m older I’ll be so fucking angry that I miss it

Oh mum and dad don’t cry anymore cause I’m different

Only tell you the truth when I’m drunk or belligerent

You know I wake up in the morning

And I wish you had listened

And when I’m older I’ll be so fucking angry that I miss it