You Want The Moon?

[Chorus] I did all of the things I was supposed to do I let everyone in, I never hid the truth Just enjoy the ride Why catastrophize? [Verse 1] Trying to hold on, it's taking all my time Convince myself again that I control my mind [Verse 2] Can't lose it if you give it away I'll take a chance over this guarantee I disappear in a familiar way I try to paint it bright, but it just won't come clean [Verse 3] Writing positive things in condensation Just to watch it fade like my motivation [Pre-Chorus] It's a wonderful life, yeah, I'm doing great That seems like a lie Are you sure you're alright? Let me translate [Chorus] I did all of the things I was supposed to do I let everyone in, I never hid the truth Can't enjoy the ride I catastrophize [Verse 4] I keep receipts of thoughts that I kill They pile quietly in the rooms they fill I disappear into a sheer lack of will Hoping everything will stop if I stay still [Pre-Chorus] Writing positive things in condensation Just to watch it fade like my motivation It's a wonderful life, yeah, I'm doing great That seems like a lie Are you sure you're alright? Let me translate [Outro] Feigning faith, it fades away Try to find a lesson in the— Pain is gain, it makes me brave Sharp decline, and now I'm back to— Feigning faith, it fades away Try to find a lesson in the— Pain is gain, it makes me brave Sharp decline, and now I'm back to—