Spontaneous Cowboy

I've been laying in the street Waiting for a car to kill me But it's farm road 103 And it's never that busy So I get back up on my dirty feet Probably not the best for me to be driving Nodding off, rolling into bed I've got more demons than I'll ever have friends You should have left me with that truck on my head I've got cravings for some pills that need chasing I'm still paying for months I laid wasting Valium feels better than you I am nothing but skin and bones Nobody ever told me that 20 feels old I've been rotting away locked at home Missing late night drunk drives alone I just took a dose that could take us both For a ride? sure, ill drive and if we run out of road, just spend the night You're making me nervous and im trying not throw up all over your front seat So let's not do this You know ill find a way to blame this all on your parents And you know it Im losing my composure while you're feeling You're feeling spontaneous