Spontaneous Cowboy

I've been laying in the street
Waiting for a car to kill me
But it's farm road 103
And it's never that busy
So I get back up on my dirty feet
Probably not the best for me to be driving
Nodding off, rolling into bed
I've got more demons than I'll ever have friends
You should have left me with that truck on my head
I've got cravings for some pills that need chasing
I'm still paying for months I laid wasting
Valium feels better than you
I am nothing but skin and bones
Nobody ever told me that 20 feels old
I've been rotting away locked at home
Missing late night drunk drives alone
I just took a dose that could take us both
For a ride? sure, ill drive and if we run out of road, just spend the night
You're making me nervous and im trying not throw up all over your front seat
So let's not do this
You know ill find a way to blame this all on your parents
And you know it
Im losing my composure while you're feeling
You're feeling spontaneous