Dusty

I can't forget you if I tried I'm doing great, but that's a lie I wanna touch you one more time I wish your hand was holding mine I woke up with you next to me But I think it was just a dream Or was it my memory? I miss your voice, it's killing me I'm giving up I'm not enough I'm done falling in love I'm always fucking up We're on-and-off, we're on-and-off God, please kill me, I wanna feel something I've put too much of my trust in You You're nowhere to be found Eyes looking, nothing but dust I've never felt so down My lungs start turning to rust I had a heart, but it died your slave It's hard watching everyone lеave I'm a vagrant, but I can't change it I'm slowly climbing out, I can't sustain this You're walking out, I'm sulking in All of your walls arе paper-thin There's a ghost in my room It's just me without you Gazing down my shoes But that's all I can do I'm trying hard to stay awake Pulling apart, again and again, 'til I break Off-and-on, we're off-and-on 'Til one day, I decide we're done Off-and-on, we're off-and-on 'Til one day, I decide we're done