Illusion of Love (feat. Mattie Safer)

Illusion of love It's better than none Illusion of love It's better than none I try, I try, I try The only thing I have The vacuum on my head The vacuum on my head When I look around A stranger to myself All my friends are gone All my friends are gone I cry, I cry, I cry Until the day I die When my tears fade and dry When my tears fade and dry She filled me up with expressions Of things never dreamed before She filled my heart with impressions Of a world never known She came and gone But the world's not as dark as it seems before Because somehow the essence of her lingers When I leave me alone Because Illusion of love Is better than none Illusion of love Is better than none Oh why, oh why, oh why I can't sleep at night? The sun is too damn bright The sun is too damn bright My head's spinning around With some air in my lungs My essence is my fault My essence is my fault Oh my, oh my, oh my When I look in the mirror I just see smoke and dust I just see smoke and dust Too many days I was praying for her fall Too many nights I was waiting for her call Too many times I was trembling in fear Wasting away every day, waiting to disappear Wasting away every day, waiting to disappear Because She filled me up with expressions Of things never dreamed before She filled my heart with impressions Of a world never known She came and gone But the world's not as dark as it seems before Because somehow the essence of her lingers When I leave me alone Illusion of love Illusion of love Is better than none Is better than none Illusion of love Illusion of love Is better than none Is better than none Illusion of love Illusion of love Is better than none Is better than none Illusion of love (Too many days I was praying) Is better than none (For her fall) Illusion of love (Too many days I was praying) Is better than none (For her fall) Illusion of love (Too many nights I was waiting) Is better than none (For her call) Illusion of love Illusion of love Is better than none