Illusion of Love (feat. Mattie Safer)

Illusion of love
It's better than none
Illusion of love
It's better than none

I try, I try, I try
The only thing I have
The vacuum on my head
The vacuum on my head

When I look around
A stranger to myself
All my friends are gone
All my friends are gone

I cry, I cry, I cry
Until the day I die
When my tears fade and dry
When my tears fade and dry

She filled me up with expressions
Of things never dreamed before
She filled my heart with impressions
Of a world never known

She came and gone
But the world's not as dark as it seems before
Because somehow the essence of her lingers
When I leave me alone

Because

Illusion of love
Is better than none
Illusion of love
Is better than none

Oh why, oh why, oh why
I can't sleep at night?
The sun is too damn bright
The sun is too damn bright

My head's spinning around
With some air in my lungs
My essence is my fault
My essence is my fault

Oh my, oh my, oh my
When I look in the mirror
I just see smoke and dust
I just see smoke and dust

Too many days I was praying for her fall
Too many nights I was waiting for her call
Too many times I was trembling in fear
Wasting away every day, waiting to disappear
Wasting away every day, waiting to disappear

Because

She filled me up with expressions
Of things never dreamed before
She filled my heart with impressions
Of a world never known

She came and gone
But the world's not as dark as it seems before
Because somehow the essence of her lingers
When I leave me alone

Illusion of love
Illusion of love
Is better than none
Is better than none

Illusion of love
Illusion of love
Is better than none
Is better than none

Illusion of love
Illusion of love
Is better than none
Is better than none

Illusion of love
(Too many days I was praying)
Is better than none
(For her fall)

Illusion of love
(Too many days I was praying)
Is better than none
(For her fall)

Illusion of love
(Too many nights I was waiting)
Is better than none
(For her call)

Illusion of love
Illusion of love
Is better than none