Displacement

I can feel the decay This disease pulling me apart In every direction Wishing I can speak Instead I just disregard Suffocate me - set me free Inside I am so weak Attending to wounds That nobody sees - screaming internally Lack of sleep, loss of cartilage in my knees Afraid to worry those around me And add insult to injury Apathy and aggression Bogged down by despondency Co dependent to cynicism Caused by these discrepancies I'll dance around the subject To avoid killing the mood Numb myself like I did beforе With what I can And say it's not so bad I'll dance around the subject To avoid killing thе mood Numb myself like I did before With what I can And say it's not so bad I can feel myself wither My body's on a short leash Swelled lungs and blood shot eyes I'm begging just to breathe Sick of the medication My life's tied to a machine And I can say that I'm not lonely But loneliness is killing me I can feel myself wither My body's on a short leash Swelled lungs and blood shot eyes I'm begging just to breathe Sick of the medication My life's tied to a machine And I can say that I'm not lonely But loneliness is killing me