The Nine

Hold my breathe until I can't breathe Close my eyes until I can't see Cut my circulation till I go numb Pull the trigger back till lead fills my lungs x2 Resentment I know it all too well A feeling that lies inside my 50 cal I've been where you've been Bad days and disappointment Frustrations lead to another blood stain on the pavement I am a fuck up, unwanted and unloved Nothing I did was ever good enough I'm just a lost cause, a nuisance that will never fade Secludded myself from society, I fucking hate the human race Born Bastard, Tragedy's in my blood Never enough never good enough Happiness is like a switch it comes and goes It never sticks I hide it well so no one knows The pain inside my head is making me sick (x2) I've been where you've been Bad days and disappointment Frustrations lead to another blood stain on the pavement Fuck This explains all that i'm feeling I'm better off hanging from the fucking celing Bitterness and self loathing I can't comprehend All these vicious thoughts tearing up my fucking head I've hit rock bottom, i've got no where else to go This ship has sailed, I don't care if I die alone ELGH