The Nine

Hold my breathe until I can't breathe

Close my eyes until I can't see

Cut my circulation till I go numb

Pull the trigger back till lead fills my lungs x2

Resentment I know it all too well

A feeling that lies inside my 50 cal

I've been where you've been

Bad days and disappointment

Frustrations lead to another blood stain on the pavement

I am a fuck up, unwanted and unloved

Nothing I did was ever good enough

I'm just a lost cause, a nuisance that will never fade

Secludded myself from society, I fucking hate the human race

Born Bastard, Tragedy's in my blood

Never enough never good enough

Happiness is like a switch it comes and goes

It never sticks I hide it well so no one knows

The pain inside my head is making me sick (x2)

I've been where you've been

Bad days and disappointment

Frustrations lead to another blood stain on the pavement

Fuck

This explains all that i'm feeling

I'm better off hanging from the fucking celing

Bitterness and self loathing I can't comprehend

All these vicious thoughts tearing up my fucking head

I've hit rock bottom, i've got no where else to go

This ship has sailed, I don't care if I die alone

ELGH