Neon

[Verse 1: Joey Varela] Start from the top of the story For all the people that don't know me It's been a few years, few rights, many wrongs Scraping from the bottom Couldn't count how many things I've lost I'll be drinking 'til the sun comes up Married to a game that got me all fucked up I play a game, I may never win Take your chances, listen in Praying for some dividends And you can say that you bleed just like me We're not the same and we will never be I've got this music in my blood Two hits to the vein, one straight to the artery [Hook 1: Joey Varela] If you don't like me, that's too bad for you This is what I have to do Got here on my own and that's the damn truth If you don't fuck with me, then walk away I don't need you anyway You ain't do shit in the first place [Verse 2: Joey Varela] Start from the top of the story For all the people that don't know me Been stressed, depressed, been suicidal at best Still I do the fucking thing like this is all that's left (Scream) [Chorus: Joey Varela; Javy Dorrejo] I've been waiting, sometimes it feels like this is caving in on me Crumbles down and brings to my knees Fuck that, I've got to get up and move Speak up, sometimes it feels like I've got so much left to lose Nobody likes it when you tell the truth [Verse 3: Joey Varela; Javy Dorrejo] Secrets don't make friends Six years with the same bitch, dealing with the same shit Daddy wasn't there, so he's to blame this on This feeling got me gone I ain't going to stop until they put me on Tryna take what I've got But you can never stop me on my way to the top So go ahead and call me evil, serve it up like it's illegal You been trying hard, but still can never fill my spot [Hook 2: Joey Varela] You can't say nothing about me that I don't know Still I'll never give a damn Gotchu in you in your feelings fam' You should grow the fuck up and just let the past go Focus on your own career and maybe you'll grow [Chorus: Joey Varela; Javy Dorrejo] I've been waiting, sometimes it feels like this is caving in on me Crumbles down and brings to my knees Fuck that, I've got to get up and move Speak up, sometimes it feels like I've got so much left to lose Nobody likes it when you tell the truth [Breakdown: Joey Varela] So take a step back, take a breath Let this all fall from your chest 'Cause I'll say what I mean, even if it sounds mean At the end of the day, I know I'll still be me So was is it you wanna talk about? Is it more shit that I can do without? Just another fake person tryna steal some 'clout'? So you can turn your back and run your mouth I don't wanna deal with it, I don't have the time Save your shit for someone who can throw you a life line [Outro: Javy Dorrejo] I've been waiting, I've been waiting I've been waiting, waiting for my time