Neon

[Verse 1: Joey Varela]

Start from the top of the story

For all the people that don't know me

It's been a few years, few rights, many wrongs

Scraping from the bottom

Couldn't count how many things I've lost

I'll be drinking 'til the sun comes up

Married to a game that got me all fucked up

I play a game, I may never win

Take your chances, listen in

Praying for some dividends

And you can say that you bleed just like me

We're not the same and we will never be

I've got this music in my blood

Two hits to the vein, one straight to the artery

[Hook 1: Joey Varela]

If you don't like me, that's too bad for you

This is what I have to do

Got here on my own and that's the damn truth

If you don't fuck with me, then walk away

I don't need you anyway

You ain't do shit in the first place

[Verse 2: Joey Varela]

Start from the top of the story

For all the people that don't know me

Been stressed, depressed, been suicidal at best

Still I do the fucking thing like this is all that's left

(Scream)

[Chorus: Joey Varela; Javy Dorrejo]

I've been waiting, sometimes it feels like this is caving in on me

Crumbles down and brings to my knees

Fuck that, I've got to get up and move

Speak up, sometimes it feels like I've got so much left to lose

Nobody likes it when you tell the truth

[Verse 3: Joey Varela; Javy Dorrejo]

Secrets don't make friends

Six years with the same bitch, dealing with the same shit

Daddy wasn't there, so he's to blame this on

This feeling got me gone

I ain't going to stop until they put me on

Tryna take what I've got

But you can never stop me on my way to the top

So go ahead and call me evil, serve it up like it's illegal

You been trying hard, but still can never fill my spot

[Hook 2: Joey Varela]

You can't say nothing about me that I don't know

Still I'll never give a damn

Gotchu in you in your feelings fam'

You should grow the fuck up and just let the past go

Focus on your own career and maybe you'll grow

[Chorus: Joey Varela; Javy Dorrejo]

I've been waiting, sometimes it feels like this is caving in on me

Crumbles down and brings to my knees

Fuck that, I've got to get up and move

Speak up, sometimes it feels like I've got so much left to lose

Nobody likes it when you tell the truth

[Breakdown: Joey Varela]

So take a step back, take a breath

Let this all fall from your chest

'Cause I'll say what I mean, even if it sounds mean

At the end of the day, I know I'll still be me

So was is it you wanna talk about?

Is it more shit that I can do without?

Just another fake person tryna steal some 'clout'?

So you can turn your back and run your mouth

I don't wanna deal with it, I don't have the time

Save your shit for someone who can throw you a life line

[Outro: Javy Dorrejo]

I've been waiting, I've been waiting

I've been waiting, waiting for my time