false self

Oh Oh-oh I've decided That I don't wanna justify it Move in silence like an island That nobody wants to reside in Just keep it quiet 'Cause I don't wanna feel defiled Bruised ego like I'm a child In your shoes, won't last a mile Or a few steps, a perfect test Just a few steps, I'll fall out the nest I'm not gonna fight it Not gonna deny it Oh Oh I-I wanna crash, feel so attacked On a mad dash in my own brain I'm so attached, I'm so detached Yeah, I don't know, it's all the same Am I insane? Oh Feel the answer change each day Oh-oh Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change But I need to change Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change But I need to change How do I need to change? Ask myself the same every day Oh-oh-oh I (huh) Tried to fight it The truth came back to bite me, uh But I wanna feel it, wanna see it Even though it eats me whole I can't escape the pull I can't escape the pull I can't tell that lie, not one more time (Think you know me?) (But you can't see behind my eyes) My False self must die, it's no surprise I wanna know me, but I can't hear my thoughts I wanna crash, feel so attacked On a mad dash in my own brain I'm so attached, I'm so detached Yeah, I don't know, it's all the same Am I insane? Oh Feel the answer change each day Oh-oh Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change But I need to change Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change But I need to change How do I need to change? Ask myself the same every day Oh-oh-oh