false self

Oh
Oh-oh
I've decided
That I don't wanna justify it
Move in silence like an island
That nobody wants to reside in
Just keep it quiet
'Cause I don't wanna feel defiled
Bruised ego like I'm a child
In your shoes, won't last a mile
Or a few steps, a perfect test
Just a few steps, I'll fall out the nest
I'm not gonna fight it
Not gonna deny it
Oh
Oh
I-I wanna crash, feel so attacked
On a mad dash in my own brain
I'm so attached, I'm so detached
Yeah, I don't know, it's all the same
Am I insane? Oh
Feel the answer change each day
Oh-oh
Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change
But I need to change
Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change
But I need to change
How do I need to change? Ask myself the same every day
Oh-oh-oh
I (huh)
Tried to fight it
The truth came back to bite me, uh
But I wanna feel it, wanna see it
Even though it eats me whole
I can't escape the pull
I can't escape the pull
I can't tell that lie, not one more time
(Think you know me?)
(But you can't see behind my eyes)
My
False self must die, it's no surprise
I wanna know me, but I can't hear my thoughts
I wanna crash, feel so attacked
On a mad dash in my own brain
I'm so attached, I'm so detached
Yeah, I don't know, it's all the same
Am I insane? Oh
Feel the answer change each day
Oh-oh
Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change
But I need to change
Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change
But I need to change
How do I need to change? Ask myself the same every day
Oh-oh-oh