Blood On Your Hands

I needed to see that you love me
And that's why I made a girl cry
Now I'ma swim in your tears
But I'll be the same one to dry

When I'm in this deep ocean
I can't see nothin'
And that's why they say love is blind

I don't wanna be like our parents
They said they'd be here forever
They were just wrong, they didn't lie
I don't want a miserable life

They want me to stop
Who's the one holding the sign?
For all I know it's still Sunday
For all I know it's still Sunday

Oh, you got a watch?
Oh, you care about time?
Oh, you hold on to things that eventually
You gon' have to leave behind? ('Hind)

I think I found my soulmate
When we went on our first date
Already knew what I was gon' say
"I love you, and I'm scared," what's a life without fear?

Hit me if you want to, your pain, I am lucky to feel
I'm lucky you're here, I'm lucky you hear me
I'm lucky we were, and I'm lucky we will be
Yeah, and if I die, I want you to be the one to kill me

I want my blood on your hands, I want my blood on your hands
I want my blood on your hands, I want my blood on your hands
I want my blood on your hands, I want my blood on your hands
I want my blood on your hands, I want my blood on your hands
I want my blood on your hands, I want my blood on your hands
I want my blood on your hands

Fatal lover, ninded to it
Telepathic, me and you been, oh
Fatal lover, binded to it
Telepathic, me and you been
I want my blood on your hands

I cannot begin to untangle myself from you
From this, now that I have known you, nnow that you have known me
Now that we know what it is to know that other dimensions exist
That aliens exist, other planets

To know that I have known you before
That you have known me before
That our flesh may have met three short months ago
But our eyes have locked before

To know you is to be overwhelmed by you
It is irresistible to be around you
To see how bad you will hurt me the next time
And lucky for you, and lucky for me, and maybe unlucky for us

You have met your match, me (I want my blood on your hands)
A masochist
The girl on the half shell, like in the Joan Baez song
Raw, ready to be devoured

The girl full of sadness (I want my blood on your hands)
Full of fears
The actress who has the perfect solution for all of it
Indulge in the pain (indulge in the pain)
Love the pain, even (love the pain)

Let the pain cook in my belly
Regurgitate the pain, say you're making art
Say you have some place useful to put it
Make something beautiful of it (I want my blood on your hands)

I find myself hoping you think I'm beautiful
I find myself thinking, "I'm not beautiful"
But I want you, but I love you
I love you, I won't give up on this

But I'm struggling and I have to let it out of my chest somehow
I'm very blue writing this
I hope it goes away by the time I see you tonight
I love you, Dani