Second/Centuries

Constant state comparing myself

To everyone else around me

Empty words on a bottle cap

Begging me to waste the air that I breathe

I'm looking forward out of spite

Cause the future doesn't look so bright

I'm holding on to hope that

Someday we would look back

That we built something great

But it's just the mess that you mademe

Constant state

Has me drowning in my mistakes

My accomplishments are tattooed in red pen

In circles and exes

A feeling I can't shake

Another night of back and forth

My feet are tired throat is sore

And I'm not sure where to go anymore

I'm not sure where to go anymore

Euphoria and Misery

Seconds and centuries

White lies and honesty

You'll find me somewhere in between

A nightmare and a dream

I'm just the mess that you made me

Another night of back and forth

My brain is rotted eyes are sore

And I'm not sure where to go anymore

I'm not sure where to go anymore

What's the price of failure this time

Stuck in the present, never felt less alive

The worst is yet to come

Fuck