Constant state comparing myself
To everyone else around me
Empty words on a bottle cap
Begging me to waste the air that I breathe
I'm looking forward out of spite
Cause the future doesn't look so bright
I'm holding on to hope that
Someday we would look back
That we built something great
But it's just the mess that you mademe
Constant state
Has me drowning in my mistakes
My accomplishments are tattooed in red pen
In circles and exes
A feeling I can't shake
Another night of back and forth
My feet are tired throat is sore
And I'm not sure where to go anymore
I'm not sure where to go anymore
Euphoria and Misery
Seconds and centuries
White lies and honesty
You'll find me somewhere in between
A nightmare and a dream
I'm just the mess that you made me
Another night of back and forth
My brain is rotted eyes are sore
And I'm not sure where to go anymore
I'm not sure where to go anymore
What's the price of failure this time
Stuck in the present, never felt less alive
The worst is yet to come
Fuck
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