the pit

Am I too hard to please?
You look expectant next to me
As though I'm about to preach and
Profess all my feelings
Forgotten how to sit
I'm looking down into the pit
Of what this could be and what this is
Even if it's just fleeting

Don't get me wrong, think you're fun but I just can't help but wonder
Am I wasting my time?
But something in you, it grabs me, feel myself going under
Maybe see what it's like?

Oh God
Look here we go again
Oh God
Already thinking 'bout the end
Don't wanna let you in to shut you off
What's the point of trying if it's got to stop?

You came around, I crashed
Dropping a rock to hear the splash
Writing your name in fogged-up glass—
Said I would never do that

Don't get me wrong, think you're fun but I just can't help but wonder
Am I wasting my time?
But something in you, it grabs me, feel myself going under
Maybe see what it's like?

Oh God
Look here we go again
Oh God
Already thinking 'bout the end
Don't wanna let you in to shut you off
What's the point of trying if it's got to stop?
Oh God
Look here we go again
Oh God
Already thinking 'bout the end
Don't wanna let you in to shut you off
What's the point of trying if it's got to stop?

'Cause if I try to stay, it'll hurt when we leave it
If I throw it away, I can't say that I mean it
Am I stuck in my ways just to save all this feeling
Like I'm prematurely grieving?
Oh God, look here we go again
Da-da-da, fall in the pit again
D-don't know whether to sink or swim