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As It Is – Drowning Deep in Doubt X (2025) | Track profile | Dork

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Never Happy, Ever After X
Drowning Deep in Doubt X

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Drowning Deep in Doubt X

Release date: 18th April 2025

From Never Happy, Ever After X

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"Drowning Deep in Doubt X" is a track by As It Is, from the album Never Happy, Ever After X, released 18th April 2025. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 7 articles about As It Is.

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As It Is

As It Is

Lyrics

Drowning Deep in Doubt X

What good is a life when you live it ashamed?

I dream just to be halfway

But all I am is a product of wasted efforts and best intentions

If the only place I belong is an afterlife that I just can't believe in

At least I'll know I was born so not everyone lives and dies on their own

This world I've torn apart left me drowning deep in doubt

This fire in my heart is beginning to burn me out

What good is a life when you live it alone?

I just want to be wanted

When all you do is fall, you start wondering if disaster is what you're built for

Will I slowly learn to accept that I won't have more than a life on the sidelines?

Or will I always be dreaming of light in life from the darkness alone?

It's so hard to feel anything but empty

It hurts just to feel anything at all

It's so hard to feel anything I want to

It hurts just to feel, it hurts just to feel

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From Never Happy, Ever After X

2025

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Never Happy, Ever After X

Release year

2025

—My Oceans Were Lakes X
—Concrete X
—Drowning Deep in Doubt X
—Silence X
—Turn Back to Me X
—Speak Soft X
—You, The Room & The Devil On Your Shoulder X
—Cheap Shots & Setbacks X
—Can’t Save Myself X
—Sorry X

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