Relapsing

It's dark, it's cold
My mind is not my home
It's dark and it's cold
My mind is not my home

It makes me sick to know I have voices in my head
I lost my mind before I knew what it meant to be sane
Give me more time
When did I cross the line?

I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason someday
I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason now
I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason someday
I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason now

How am I standing here?
How am I standing here?

What is the message?
What are the chances
That I'll be living tomorrow?
There is progression
I'm still standing here
I'm still standing here
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt
I'm still standing here
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt
I'm still standing here

Sickness and business don't mix as well as you'd think
Freedom and wisdom, I need you to keep me clean
Give me new life
This noose is getting way too tight

I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason someday
I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason now
I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason someday
I want a reason, I want an answer, I want a reason now

But I'm still standing here
But I'm still standing here

What is the message?
What are the chances
That I'll be living tomorrow?
There is progression
I'm still standing here
I'm still standing here
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt
I'm still standing here
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt
I'm still standing here

Relapse, relapsing
Relapse, relapsing
Detox, detoxing
Detox, detoxing
I've gotta be better than this

What is the message?
What are the chances
That I'll be living tomorrow?
There is progression
I'm still standing here
I'm still standing here
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt
I'm still standing here
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt
I'm still standing here

Relapse, relapsing
Relapse, relapsing
Detox, detoxing
Detox, detoxing