Okinawa

Here it goes again, just a little spin
Letters to a friend, I could just give in
Hallucinating eyes watching
So I forget about it
So I forget about it

I'm barely getting by, seeing advent now
Double dropping hints that I'm going down
My safe haven crumbled, now I'm inside out
So I forget about it
So I forget about it

I'm always heading out
Or hiding in the crowd
Should I even leave the house this time around?

I heard that Okinawa
Is nice this time of year
I wish I could be there but I'm freaking out
I'll make an excuse, I'll let my friends down
I'm asking for half an hour
I swear I'll change your mind
This could be the day that I thrive
Or the day that I die
But I'm petrified
I'm finding out the hard way this time

Don't try to save me 'cause I'm inside out
Don't try to call my phone 'cause I'm not answering
And all the stones it took to build this house
Are weighing me down
So I forget about it

I want to surface but I'm upside down
Bats in the basement I'm
Just a replacement I
Wish I could be there when the sun goes down

But I'm safe in my cave
So I forget about it
I waste and decay
So I forget about it

I want to surface but I'm upside down
Bats in the basement I'm
Just a replacement I
Wish I could be there when the sun goes down

I heard that Okinawa
Is nice this time of year
I wish I could be there but I'm freaking out
I'll make an excuse I'll let myself down
I'm asking for half an hour
I swear I'll change your mind
This could be the day that I thrive
Or the day that I die
But I'm petrified
Of finding out the hard way this time
Out the hard way this time
Out the hard way this time
I'm finding out the hard way this time