Okinawa

Here it goes again, just a little spin Letters to a friend, I could just give in Hallucinating eyes watching So I forget about it So I forget about it I'm barely getting by, seeing advent now Double dropping hints that I'm going down My safe haven crumbled, now I'm inside out So I forget about it So I forget about it I'm always heading out Or hiding in the crowd Should I even leave the house this time around? I heard that Okinawa Is nice this time of year I wish I could be there but I'm freaking out I'll make an excuse, I'll let my friends down I'm asking for half an hour I swear I'll change your mind This could be the day that I thrive Or the day that I die But I'm petrified I'm finding out the hard way this time Don't try to save me 'cause I'm inside out Don't try to call my phone 'cause I'm not answering And all the stones it took to build this house Are weighing me down So I forget about it I want to surface but I'm upside down Bats in the basement I'm Just a replacement I Wish I could be there when the sun goes down But I'm safe in my cave So I forget about it I waste and decay So I forget about it I want to surface but I'm upside down Bats in the basement I'm Just a replacement I Wish I could be there when the sun goes down I heard that Okinawa Is nice this time of year I wish I could be there but I'm freaking out I'll make an excuse I'll let myself down I'm asking for half an hour I swear I'll change your mind This could be the day that I thrive Or the day that I die But I'm petrified Of finding out the hard way this time Out the hard way this time Out the hard way this time I'm finding out the hard way this time