4am // Disappear

Passed out at 4 am

Woke up on the floor again

Searching through the time I spent

Wasted on what’s never meant

I just miss the life I had

Missed out since like 2010

I just wonder where I’ve been

Nobody knows I’ve been on my own

Feeling so alone, stuck inside

I keep thinking bout the reasons why

All my life, I’ve been searching for some clues

Only feeling more confused

It took a lot of work to be standing here

I Went through lots of pain to be very clear

But that’s the only way I ever lеarned

You have to pay for all the bridgеs burnt

Just let me out of here

I want to disappear

Nobody understands

All the space that I demand

I get stuck in overdrive

That’s the reason I’m alive

Feeling dead at 23

That’s just not the way to be

I just shrug it off

I just take it as it comes

I just shrug it off

I’m always feeling kind of numb

I’m giving up the chase

I don’t want to feel like I’m losing pace

But I don’t wanna fall right back in place

Living by myself with the same mistakes

Cover up the pain that I can’t decay

Living in a space that I can’t explain

So let me tell you how it’s gonna be

Giving up on life is not a choice for me

Burning out but still complete

Sinking down in disbelief

Running out of energy

To fix the wounds that I received

Just let me out of here

I want to disappear

Nobody understands

All the space that I demand

I get stuck in overdrive

That’s the reason I’m alive

Feeling dead at 23

That’s just not the way to be

And all my life I just tried to put it off

I never shook it off

And all my life I just tried to build a wall

That would never fall

Just let me out of here

I want to disappear

Nobody understands

All the space that I demand

I get stuck in overdrive

That’s the reason I’m alive

Feeling dead at 23

That’s just not the way to be

Just let me out of here

I want to disappear

Nobody understands

All the space that I demand

I get stuck in overdrive

That’s the reason I’m alive

Feeling dead at 23

That’s just not the way to be

Passed out at 4 am

Woke up on the floor again

Searching through the time I spent

Wasted on what’s never meant

I just miss the life I had

Missed out since like 2010

I just wonder where I’ve been