Docket

I said, "Don't shake my hand it's wet," he said, "I'll kiss it instead"
He said, "I saw the whole show," I'm not scared of the sweat

But I'm scared of the touching
I have someone at home
And I want his body more
When he leaves me alone

Isn't it wrong, when I'm gone
I look around at the options? I put men on the docket
Give me a curse, I caught a bug
He should be with someone who's more in love
Not someone eating for free
My worst nightmare is me

I always end up back here, stuck somehow
Obvious I'm powerless when you're around

And I don't know why
I see her in the sun
Staring straight to the sky
Burning me just for fun

Isn't it wrong when I'm gone
I look around at the options? I put men on the docket
Give me a curse, I caught a bug
He should be with someone who's more in love
Not someone eating for free
My worst nightmare is me

Feeling like it's twisted, feeling like he's been fishing
I should probably cut him loose instead of kissing
I don't wanna want what I haven't got but it kills
The lull when I'm not full, when I'm not full
I fill the space with barbasol

And I'm here and I'm fading
You're wrong for waiting
And it's cruel to let you love me (oh-ah)
I don't want what I need

Isn't it wrong when I'm gone
I look around at the options? I put men on the docket
Give me a curse, I caught a bug
He should be with someone who's more in love
Not someone eating for free
My worst nightmare is me