19

I woke up at 8 a.m every single day
For the month of May
I thought if I tried to fill up my time
This would feel less strange

Ignore the news, then look at the news
It does me no good, just know that I should
I'll close my eyes
Picture my life like a film scene

I don't know who we are anymore
You say I take things way too hard
Never thought I'd see you so wide-eyed
Please, don't apologise if you don't mean it

Didn't wanna turn 19
Never got to live up the big one
I guess I'll just sit here and wait
'Cause I can't believe in change until I see it

I can't stop seeing him on my screen
With his empty words and heartless apologies
Well, he can't get away with everything he's done
And everything he didn't do

I used to count the days from spring
September didn't fix anything
I just need to live right here, right now
And try to believe that

This feeling's gonna pass
This is all gonna pass

She didn't wanna be 19
Living in a time that's so lonely
She says that she's discovered a new light
When you say that you're alright, please, mean it

I wake up

I want to wake up