VINEGAR (SAN MARCOS Draft)

[Verse 1: JOBA]

Suicidal thoughts, but I won't do it

Take that how you want, it's important I admit it

I'm afraid of commitment, don't know how to fix it

Maybe codependent, can't tell the difference

When the push comes to shove, I'd rather bend than break

But something's gotta give, ain't that what they say

When you're torn between reality, and a choice you could have made

Or should've made, they're not the same, I'm not the same

Maybe I'm broken, either way I'm clinging on closely

I know it's unhealthy, appreciate your patience

I know that I'm selfish, do my best to be selfless

I know that I'm changing, I know that I'm changing

[Chorus: bearface]

But you know if I waste my time

Talking 'bout what ain't mine

And you know I'll be last in line

Just like last, last night

[Verse 2: Matt Champion]

Big old whiskey on them icy rocks

Flood down some veins like oxy does

I need fresh air, I need oxygen

Who the hell you fooling? It's so obvious

I don't feel it, I don't see it, this is blasphemy

I can't help but feel like you is after me

Is you drinking for the pain? Is you drinking for fun?

There's a party outside, 'til the morning gon' come

Is you dancing all alone? Is you dancing for someone?

There's a party outside, know the night is young

Is you having fun?

[Verse 3: Dom McLennon]

I said, I said "Who that? Who that? Who that? Who that?"

Lurking in the shadows

Tryna catch me liberating spirits from the gallows

They wanna blackball me, but I held my avocados

Then they melt down like the hash we mix in our tobacco

Circle tighter than the Castro, they feeding you Castrol

You'd think that it's gas, you turn the key, it's a fiasco

Could be stronger than Vibranium, don't mean that I ain't fragile

Grapple with reality to break out of these shackles

[Bridge: Kevin Abstract]

Say it with your chest, say it with your chest

Pray it work again

Putting diamonds on my back, putting diamonds on my back, yeah

Say it with your chest, say it with your chest

Pray it work again

Putting diamonds on my back, putting diamonds on my back, yeah

[Verse 4: Merlyn Wood]

I don't feel like writing new shit, my wallet filled with blue shit

Ain't trying to get too rich, ain't trying to get too rich

Retire age 25, next 50 years not doing shit

I just land in UK, I just hit my UK chick

She always chatting real chat, she see me don't know how to act

Like she ain't pass her drama class, this dick isn't for amateurs

Fuck me so good, I ain't going back Los Angeles

Try fucking the porn stars, they only fuck the cameras

[Chorus: bearface]

But you know if I waste my time

Talking 'bout what ain't mine

And you know I'll be last in line

Just like last, last night

[Outro: London Community Gospel Choir]

I want more out of life than this

I want more, I want more

I want more out of life than this

I want more, I want more

I want more out of life than this

I want more, I want more

I want more out of life than this

I want more, I want more