If Only

Listen

I must apologise first to the label that I

Had an altercation with I didn't mean to be the

Pre-conceived diva stereotypical rapper

I just think they was forgetting you was dealing with that

Bugzy the don dapper number one rapper

The back in the day scrapper, never lost nada

And I've never been a back stabber

Cos I'm not unlike you

So I've never wore a crap swagger

And I know the label wasn't major

But the money the offer that I made a month later

I paid the bills off so now I'm coming off the radar

Fuck a music career I couldn't care if you're a millionaire

So you can pay for your friends keep the tables and the champers

And keep looking down your nose at them gang bangers

Take the piss out of everyone else but every CD you make is gonna sit on the shelf

Anyway swiftly moving on mentioning no names

I saved the nigga that was on his Kurt Cobain

I topped his money up he gave me the spare room I gave him hope I told him we'll be there soon

His mummy let me stay when he get locked away

I've never met such a kind woman til' this day and then come the day he got outta the jail house

He gave me a room I gave him a whole house but still they don't appreciate ya

You could be the very best they'll still abbreviate ya

They resent ya when you're a shaker or mover it's the way that it works

Well let me show them the way that it hurts when I succeed

You can try and copy my flex but you're not me

Keep a snake as your right hand man you'll never live to count 5 gram that's a fact

Tell 'em Bugzy said that watch dis lot

I'm an enthusiastic happy and optimistic individualistic in my characteristics

And I'm so futuristic I make a six month plan and in three weeks it's already realistic

You're materialistic you're gettin' it twisted

I like the finer things but I would rather be majestic

Look it up if you don't understand it

This is a freestyle even though the camera's candid

And it's that Bugzy Malone the wickedist ting since Sylvester Stallone made Rocky

And some say I'm cold others say I'm cocky

I can't stand girls that get about cock blocking I hate guys that are like Batman's Robin

I'd rather do a backwards flip in to a coffin than be the guy that done well when he was younger then got to 35 and ended up with nothin'

I'm on a roll they say that I'm too cold the way that I spit lyrics

The way that I switch flows fuck knows

If I am ever gonna make dough out of this town that feels like a bottomless hole it's a cold world and I'm not on about J Cole

I'm just tryna sell songs like Kanye's soul I had 8 guys 8 bikes and 8 phones and every single one of them was on a pay roll

It's the way that I work I'm an entrepreneurial motherfucker I could probably sell the water to cordial

This is my voice I didn't fuck with the audio this is my life I just hope you enjoy the show

I spit that real shit the gyaldem are feeling it mandem big it up my family believe in it

I don't give a fuck if any DJ's are playing it

As long as they know my name and everybody's sayin' it

I'll go down in history some say it's a mystery

Why I didn't sign I was just tryna keep my dignity

I pity the fool but I don't walk around like Mr T

If only you knew why I do what I do

You really wouldn't think it's cool

Some of the things that I been through

If only you knew why I do what I do

You really wouldn't think it's cool

Some of the things that I been through

Through