Trying

Oh I can't get out

Invisible handcuffs locked on me

Been praying for my period all week

And relief that I just can't see
I question everything
My focus, my figure, my sexuality
And how much it matters or why it would mean anything

I can't keep it together, I've been better

I've been thinking about it every night

I'm trying, I am

I'm trying, I am

Trying to hide from my mind, I am

Trying all the time, I am
Trying to hide from my mind, I am
Trying, trying all of mine
I can't get out
There's no flawless education
Just a stupid degree
The feeling of growing so far from myself
I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach
So brush it off, 'cos I want it bad
And there's no dusting up

When you walk like that, here's a ship

There's a wick that will keep yourself in check cause
All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive

I'm trying, I am

I'm trying, I am

Trying to hide from my mind, I am

Trying all the time, I am

Trying to hide from my mind, I am

Trying, trying

Why am I?

If it counts for anything
I didn't want to
I'm just looking for clarity
To help me to get through
If you're set in your ways
What can I do? Ease up
So that I can break it down for you can't
Feed a beast you
Leave unleashed it'll
Come right back to you
I'm trying
Trying to hide from my mind, I am
Trying all the time, I am
Trying to hide from my mind, I am
Trying, trying
Why am I?
Why am i?
Why am I?
Why am I?