.45

[Verse 1]

What is the use? I'm nothing to you

I was but you left. Right?

I'm fucking confused

Sat on the edge of the cliff

I call it my bed

My feet hit the floor and I'm probably dead

The monsters will get me and swallow my legs

But mama told me that it's all in my head

Hate? Try to debate

Violence is killing the people they're trying to save

To God and to Satan:

I'm sorry to say, you both got me wondering why there is pain

Breathe... inhale, exhale

Am I in hell?

I can't tell from these sent texts and emails

Got no friends, pets, or females

Just these 12 steps on the counter

Mama drowning out with no water

She had a bottle since I had one

And I'm gone [x2]

About time this shit is done

[Chorus]

I can't be what you needed [x3]

I hope you'll forgive me for this

Give me a loaded .45 [x5]

Goodbye

[Verse 2]

Went on a tour with my idols

Made 'em my bros and I'm not gonna lie though

I made it back home and I'm more than alone

And the source is unknown that I am suicidal

I don't care, care, care [x2]

I've been bleaching my hair 'cus some feeling was there

I had to wash it out

I don't have no one so I grab a gun and I cock it now

My parents told me that I'm bad

I should watch my mouth

So I put that bitch to my teeth

I'll see what these people are talking 'bout

It's 6 in the morn'

I'm pissed that I'm torn

Between mission aborting or clipping the cord

I'm just sick of the...

"Morgan. You isn't important. You're brother is better."

Let's get to the chorus

Maybe I should. Maybe I'm bad. Maybe I'm good

[Chorus]

I can't be what you needed [x3]

I hope you'll forgive me for this

Give me a loaded .45 [x5]

Goodbye