Balloons

[Intro]

They catch me out of therapy

My therapist was scared of me

That notes that she's been writing down

Are swimming in some kero—, shut up

Burn it down

I'm dancing on these ashes now

I got my demons tapping out

Like, how come no one's laughing now

At night, I lay awake

'Cause I can't fall asleep

I'm counting monsters now

'Cause they killed all the sheep

There's nothing wrong with me

There's nothing wrong with me

There's nothing wrong with me

There's nothing wrong—

[Chorus]

I'm going apeshit

Break shit

Tearing up the place, shit

Jumping out my body

I won't slow down for nobody, hu

Shake shit

Break shit

Nothing left to say, bitch

Jumping out my body

I won't slow down for nobody

[Chorus]

Going apeshit

Break shit

Tearing up the place, shit

Jumping out my body

I won't slow down for nobody, hu

Shake shit

Break shit

Nothing left to say, bitch

Jumping out my body

I won't slow down for nobody, no

[Verse]

Called my doctor and told him that the meds don't work

'Cause I've taken half the bottle and my head still hurts

Got the devil on my shoulder saying I need church

Don't know how my dark side always finds me first

I guess I can't hide

The storm inside my mind is growing

I might capsize

It's like I'm tryna write goodbyes with both my hands tied

Someone tell my mom and dad I'm not the bad guy

Or am I?

[Chorus]

(I'm going apeshit)

(Break shit)

(Tearing up the place, shit)

(Jumping out my body)

(I won't slow down for nobody, hu)

Shake shit

Break shit

Nothing left to say, bitch

Jumping out my body

I won't slow down for nobody

[Chorus]

Going apeshit

Break shit

Tearing up the place, shit

Jumping out my body

I won't slow down for nobody, hu

Shake shit

Break shit

Nothing left to say, bitch

Jumping out my body

I won't slow down for nobody, no

[Outro]

(Fuck it)

I'm leaving my body

My mind is a madhouse, hu

I'm crashing this party

Invited my psychologist

I call her my thotty

Woke up again in a hospital room

Surrounded by flowers and tons of balloons

Thank God I'm alive

Now fuck all of you