Balloons

[Intro] They catch me out of therapy My therapist was scared of me That notes that she's been writing down Are swimming in some kero—, shut up Burn it down I'm dancing on these ashes now I got my demons tapping out Like, how come no one's laughing now At night, I lay awake 'Cause I can't fall asleep I'm counting monsters now 'Cause they killed all the sheep There's nothing wrong with me There's nothing wrong with me There's nothing wrong with me There's nothing wrong— [Chorus] I'm going apeshit Break shit Tearing up the place, shit Jumping out my body I won't slow down for nobody, hu Shake shit Break shit Nothing left to say, bitch Jumping out my body I won't slow down for nobody [Chorus] Going apeshit Break shit Tearing up the place, shit Jumping out my body I won't slow down for nobody, hu Shake shit Break shit Nothing left to say, bitch Jumping out my body I won't slow down for nobody, no [Verse] Called my doctor and told him that the meds don't work 'Cause I've taken half the bottle and my head still hurts Got the devil on my shoulder saying I need church Don't know how my dark side always finds me first I guess I can't hide The storm inside my mind is growing I might capsize It's like I'm tryna write goodbyes with both my hands tied Someone tell my mom and dad I'm not the bad guy Or am I? [Chorus] (I'm going apeshit) (Break shit) (Tearing up the place, shit) (Jumping out my body) (I won't slow down for nobody, hu) Shake shit Break shit Nothing left to say, bitch Jumping out my body I won't slow down for nobody [Chorus] Going apeshit Break shit Tearing up the place, shit Jumping out my body I won't slow down for nobody, hu Shake shit Break shit Nothing left to say, bitch Jumping out my body I won't slow down for nobody, no [Outro] (Fuck it) I'm leaving my body My mind is a madhouse, hu I'm crashing this party Invited my psychologist I call her my thotty Woke up again in a hospital room Surrounded by flowers and tons of balloons Thank God I'm alive Now fuck all of you