Haze (You Buried It)

How much do you remember about those summers we spent together?

'Cause I don't seem to be able to recall

All the things I thought that I'd miss

Your perfume and your sun-kissed skin

Turns out they meant nothing all along

I was haunted by the emptiness that filled the hole you left

A grave I still can't bring myself to visit yet

Though I won't be losing sleep, I still refuse to forget

It took me so long to admit that we were dead

But we were dead

You buried it in the backyard of a house that we built

With our bare hands, where you said we'd grow old together

I felt safe there

I knew every crooked frame, every creaking stair

I could have stayed my whole fucking life

But time was never a friend of mine

I got so scared that I disappeared into my head for 8 lonely years

And it killed me, but it hurt you too

And I'm sorry, I'm sorry

But you weren't there when I needed you most

And I felt like I was a ghost of someone you used to love

But I was never enough to save us

So tell me, is it serious between you and him?

I hope to god he makes you happy

I hope I never hear your name again

Now the home we made is nothing more than a house

Where we fucked and we ate, but never fell in love

Now you're sleeping in the bed we made with somebody else

Are you happy?

Are you happy?

Now the home we made is nothing more than a house

Where we fucked and we ate, but never fell in love

Now you're sleeping in the bed we made with somebody else

Are you happy?

Are you happy?

I got so scared that I disappeared into my head for 8 lonely years

And it killed me, but it hurt you too

And I'm sorry, I'm sorry