It's Christmas and I Fucking Miss You

Deck the halls, the snowflakes fall

But I'm not feeling glad at all

It's Christmas and I fucking miss you

Last year we drank so much

We meant to open presents up

Then laughed so hard we couldn't breathe

And passed out on the couch asleep

With you, it was festive

Now I'm alone it's manic depressive

Crying on the couch to Elf alone

So deck the halls, the snowflakes fall

But I'm not feeling glad at all

This holiday is not the same without you by my side

I'll still try to force a smile

Just hope I make it out alive

It's Christmas and I fucking miss you

Walking down the streets alone

Humming every single carol that I know

But I can't even sing in tune

And they all sound like shit without you

Don't know how I even sleep at night

Staring out at the Christmas lights

I should get drunk

We should call it

'Cause this whole year's been dogshit anyway

So deck the halls, the snowflakes fall

But I'm not feeling glad at all

This holiday is not the same without you by my side

I'll still try to force a smile

Just hope I make it out alive

It's Christmas and I fucking miss you

I don't wanna be a bummer

But maybe I'll see you next summer

If we stop fucking this up

But if that seems optimistic

Maybe I'll see you next Christmas

Deck the halls, the snowflakes fall

But I'm not feeling glad at all

This holiday is not the same without you by my side

I'll still try to force a smile

Just hope I make it out alive

It's Christmas and I fucking miss you

It's Christmas and I fucking miss you

It's Christmas and I fucking miss you