Touched You With My Chaos

I don't want the pain and chaos of what I have going on
Never make things how I want
Daggers in my heart, close my eyes in the sun
Slashing the tires of my own car
Sorry to the people that I sucked into my world
Touched you with my chaos
I never wanted love
I never wanted love

Nobody will see us
But I don't care if they do
I'm fighting for a reason
I just can't forget about you
So sorry I did this
I threw you into my chaos
I wanted a reason to feel you under my breath
I told you I loved you

I said that I loved you
I said that I loved you
I said that I loved you

I'm a hole for your hands
In a dream where I'm from
Doll in your world
Fading with the sun
I never wanted love
I get what I deserve, and you can catch me if you want

Nobody will see us
But I don't care if they do
I'm fighting for a reason
I just can't forget about you
So sorry I did this
I threw you into my chaos
I wanted a reason to feel you under my breath
I told you I loved you
I said that I loved you

I said that I loved you (never wanted love)
I said that I loved you (never wanted love)
I said that I loved you (I never wanted love)
I said that I loved you (I never wanted love)
I said that I loved you (I never wanted love)