Numb

[Intro]

Something was telling me

Either I quit this shit now and chase what I'm doing like, all the way

Or I stay here and never get it

Oh shit, was that recording?

We might never get back to where we used to be

Everything's still new to me

Won't be no love lost

We might never get back to where we used to be

Everything's still new to me

Won't be no love lost

[Verse]

You niggas act like bitchеs each time shit hit the fan

Movе different

Chris been addicted to seeing visions land

Cold floors on palettes eviction notices, whip got slammed

Label ain't resign me

I'm dead broke tryn' flip the plan

Written after written after written 'til my wrist is jammed

Can't waste a fucking line

Make sure every verse is a 10 for 10

Picturing the moment, my redemption arc could ascend to win

Ain't switching up the focus

'Til I open up doors and get up in the same fucking buildings that they locked me out

Negative balance in my account and I'm still poppin' out

Opportunistic, I'm at that Smi and JID shit rocking out

Thinking, "If this shit my only chance" then I'm gon' wild out

Shit, I got my smile out

Little do they know I'm feel that pain erupt

The woman I was supposed to spend my life with said she hate my guts

Niggas killed my cousin, plus my grandma wasn't waking up

Still fucked them stages up

I told Rob and Kev I'm in that field until my grave is tucked

Fuck, I look like sleeping when there's more to do with this dream?

I can't even by mom a crib off of these sixteens

Rent was late again, they said they need that by the 15th

I'll make it work

I'm begging my landlord told him to give me two more days

48 passing

Watch me come up with this bread in more ways than we imagine

Bitch, my craziness is passion

Go to lengths to see my greatness reach the masses

I was whipping up protein shakes in the crib to make up for meals I ain't have

Booked for shows with the guys but spent most bread on the trav

Working 'til 3 a.m. but a 6 I'm back in my bag

Fuck a self preservation

I need this shit so damn bad

Moving quickly, essentially

My selfishness been blooming from a bent tree

Growth is full of pain but I grew numb to when shit hit me

A family home with kids in the backyard been sounding risky

I had to make a choice and that choice I made was to pick me like pick-me's

I'm standing on decisions

I'm channeling a space to make tangibles from my vision

If I die then so be it

I'll handle it when I get there

Failure ship doesn't live there

I done told you mufuckers that I'm tired of running

I'm tired of ducking

I'm tired of struggling

I'm tired of tiredness

Tired of suffering

Trying my hardest

I gotta try something

Gotta try something

I gotta try something

I gotta try something

Before it's too late

[Outro]

Even if I did

You would be the last up on that list

I still can't believe you did that shit

But in my heart I still want to

We might never get