Kinda Homeless

I've been kinda homeless
since you went to Tennessee
I'm halfway off the grid, and more
then halfway out to see
My head's a little clearer
I erased the cocaine dealer off my phone

And I've been staying with some friends
you know the kind that pay their rent
and on their homes

Well I haven't been quite sober
since you went away last spring
You know I needed a couple in me
just to get my ring off
but I swear I'm getting better
with each confession letter that I write

But baby, it's such a drag to see our friends
when you're out starting your new life
your new life, yeah

Well I've taught myself to sing
While you were out doing your thing
did you stop and think
While I was out
for a drink

And I've been kind of wishing that you never went away
The future is unwritten, Lord
but I'm just saying
I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know what I'm doing, half the time

I'm face down, pillow talking to myself
just like I kinda lost my mind

I'm face down, pillow talking to myself
just like I kinda lost my mind
Half the time

Face down, pillow talking to myself
You really went a'walking
I can't say that I blame you
but I'm really not that same pathetic guy