Nicotine and Alcohol Saved My Life

Dear brother, I have never asked this much of you
Could you please just take my other
And show them how much I care

Hiding under the blanket behind the chair
There's something that screams "this seems so unfair"
But we're all going to feel better tommorrow
And that's a feeling that you can only borrow
Just take a deep breath
And take in the air of a life-long nightmare

(We'll just have to learn to forget about this)
I would never last a day without you
But I'd do anything to take it back
We'll just have to learn to forget about this

And I'm not changing my mind with the seasons
'Cause winter has broken
And I'll be the first one to lose my head

Tie me to a broken eyelid itched with razors
And my dear brother is bound up in cages, and rages
Nothing will ever get worse than this right now
Because a deep breath is out of reach somehow
We'll just have to learn to forget about this

And I'm not changing my mind with the seasons
'Cause winter has broken
And I'll be the first one to lose my head

'Cause a list of difficult reasons
Just isn't enough for someone like me
For someone like me
Because I've never sold myself away to a sailor at sea

And I'm not changing my mind with the seasons
'Cause winter has broken
And I'll be the first one to lose my head

I've never had a single cigarette that I didn't enjoy
And all the dreams leave such a bitter taste
Such a bitter taste on my tongue
Despite the smell of an old aged man, I'm young at heart
If I was to have just one more day
I'd make sure that I spent it without you