Easier

[verse 1]

If you weren’t as close as you were to my mother

And I didn’t love your brother like a brother

If I ever for a second second guessed you

Every night we fell asleep in your bedroom

If we never wrote down all our plans

If we never went to Birmingham

If you didn’t know me better than I know me, well I know me

[Chorus]

I still never move on

Still feel the withdrawal

Still wish you were here

Still run out of tears

Still wouldn’t be me

Still wouldn’t be eating and sleeping

Still lose too much weight

Still spiral all day

Still spiral all night

Still miss your brown eyes

Still miss my best friend

Cause then it would be never be easy, but it’d be easier

But it’d be easier

[bridge]

If me loving you didn’t feel genetic

It would be a little easier  forget it

That those four years were unforgettable

Even if I took you off the pedestal

[Chorus]

I still never move on

Still feel the withdrawal

Still wish you were here

Still run out of tears

Still wouldn’t be me

Still wouldn’t be eating and sleeping

Still lose too much weight

Still spiral all day

Still spiral all night

Still miss your brown eyes

Still miss my best friend

Cause then it would be never be easy, but it’d be easier

But it’d be easier

[outro]

I’d still wait with a broken heart

It’d still tear me apart

Not holding you in my arms

It’d still be hard

But it’d be easier

But it’d be easier

Idstill never move on

Still feel the withdrawal

Still wish you were here

Still run out of tears

Still wouldn’t be me

Still wouldn’t be eating and sleeping

Still lose too much weight

Still spiral all day

Still spiral all night

Still miss your brown eyes

Still miss my best friend

Cause then it would be never be easy, but it’d be easier

But it’d be easier