Wreckage In The Rubble

I'm tired of living in an argument
I'm sick of kitchens with no windows
I've got two left feet and that's what holds me back
Dancing in the dark is a heart attack
Such a grey sky we're living underneath
It's like i'm stumbling with my eyes shut
I've got all this fear ready to be unpacked
I'm just giving enough to get the good back
Then I'll stop trying
Then i'll stop trying so hard
But that won't work that won't work

And you said with that amount of pressure
We'll soon be making diamonds
Caught up in between the laughter lines
While Barcelona waits there
Locked in eternal summer
Wasn't that a lovely time of year

I'm wide awake and feeling no relief
It's like i'm living in a bubble
Where all my friends that never call me back
Are just getting prepared for the second act
Where everything falls apart again
Another wreckage in the rubble
Another birthday party feeling ten feet tall
When you've never really got a handle on it all
Then you stop trying
I swear you stop trying so hard
But that won't work
That won't work

And you said with that amount of pressure
We'll soon be making diamonds
Caught up in between the laughter lines
While Barcelona waits there
Locked in eternal summer
Wasn't that a lovely time of year