You Don't Say That

Everything that was said
Was indefensible in my head
An ill-conceived attempt
I felt dread, self-validation
Not place it all on the bed that we had laid in
And I won't forget your face when I said
I thought I'd need you
The way you said you'd always need me
Now I see through
Everything
Everything
It's opaque
What's the word that you would use
When it came to my views?
I guess the term "best friends" went soft like a bruise
Is that the truth
Or am I just getting used to it?
Is that what we do
When the grip above is loosening?
I tried to make amends
With the intentions to be friends
But you told me humble compliments
With a (?)
Burning all the pictures in my closet
If there's a peace of mind to find in this, then I have lost it
It's gone
It's gone
It's gone
It's gone
Everything that had been said
Was indefensible in my head
It was an ill-conceived attempt
I felt dread, self-validation
It's no use
It's no use
It's no use
When the grip on everything we had has loosened