Pick Me (Second Attempt)

Pick me over him
Let the loser win
I have so many things I wanna say
But don't know how to communicate
Pick me over him
Let the loser win
I'm always waitin' for you to say
My insecurities drove you away
I'm worried about it
Of course I'm embarrassed
I'm hiding the madness
I'm hiding it all from you
Yeah, how could I ever be true?
There's no amount of validation that would make this go away
The endless fear of losin' you to him
Is keeping me awake
So why, you're leaving with him?
And I guess he's got something I can't give
I might be falling apart
I think you know I have been from the start
Pick me over him
Wish I could be your prince
I'm freaking out, like, "Where have you been?"
Can't stop my mind and the way that it spins
But there's no reason for me to be acting up the way that I am
But jealousy is getting to me again
It doesn't make any sense
So why, you're leaving with him?
I guess he's got something I can't give
I might be falling apart
I think you know I have been from the start
Let the loser win
Let me be your prince
Time stands still but then
When you leave with him