Revenant

I know you miss me
'Cause you always show me
I would block you if I could
But you always find me
It's been three years
Why don't you find somebody else
To abuse and annoy?

I was just so young when I met you
It's so easy to manipulate
Young girls these days

I always have to remind myself
To unclench my jaw
When I think about the years
You tormented me
Maybe I could just walk it off

You took me away from all my friends
All the shit you said to them
Was never okay

Why'd I even choose to let you in?
It's embarrassing to remember it
Now that I'm 23
Don't you feel like you ruined

This? Now, I'm waiting for you to leave
Now, sick of checking my phone and seeing your name
I wish I knew how to forget everything
That's ever happened to me

'16 was the worst year of my life
There's so much to blame
But mostly just you

I was so glad when you moved away
See you've changed yourself for all of
Your new conformist friends
I hope that they see the real

You, now, I'm still waiting for you to leave
Me, sick of checking my phone and seeing your name
I wish I knew how to forget everything
That's ever happened to me

All the things you ruined for me
I know that you still think of me fondly
I haven't seen you in years but
My throat closes up whenever I
See a Volkswagen