[Verse 1: Bradley Amick, Addie Nicole & Bradley Amick]
Can't believe the things that I have turned to, turned to
Shame, pain, in the darkness, oh it haunts you, haunts you
Finding too much comfort in the darkness, heartless
And now even the sunrises feel dangerous, I hate this
[Pre-Chorus: Addie Nicole]
I can't sleep
I can't breathe
[Chorus: Addie Nicole, Bradley Amick]
'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself
Oh why, I've been burning up in my hell
[Verse 2: Addie Nicole & Bradley Amick]
My heart's cold, all alone
Fear this harm feels like home
These old bones, don't you know
Fragile and frail
'Cause I can't
[Pre-Chorus: Addie Nicole & Bradley Amick]
Can't believe the things that I have turned to, turned to
Shame, pain, in the darkness, oh it haunts you, haunts you
[Chorus: Addie Nicole, Bradley Amick]
'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself
Oh why, I've been burning up in my hell
I don't yet know, is this the end of my road
'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself
[Bridge: Addie Nicole, Bradley Amick, Both]
In the dark
When my head and lights are low
Don't you dare leave me alone
Only then is when I know
My heart has broke
Can't believe the things that I have turned to, turned to
Shame, pain, in the darkness, oh it haunts you, haunts you
In the dark
Where I give up all control
In the dark
Have I given up my soul
[Chorus: Addie Nicole, Bradley Amick]
'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself
Oh why, I've been burning up in my hell
I don't yet know, is this the end of my road
'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself
[Post-Chorus: Addie Nicole & Bradley Amick, Bradley Amick]
I don't want to end myself
I'm terrified of myself
I just want to love myself