Hard On Myself

I feel so weak but you call me strong

I could only see everything that was wrong

Because I don't understand where I am right now

I'm full of empty cans I just can't throw out

And I've been living life like a pendulum 

Swinging side to side, never moving on

Cause I've been stuck inside this place so long

I forget my life and where I came from

But I know you said let go I've been

So hard on myself for so long

Yeah I know you said let go I've been

Too hard on myself for too long

Break or bend I could make this work

Hope they comprehend show them what I'm worth

Or I could live a lie and stay their little girl

I'm barely getting by between two separate worlds

And I know you said let go I've been

So hard on myself for so long

Yeah I know you said let go I've been

Too hard on myself for too long

I can't regret who I've been

I can't expect to always win

I can't regret who I've been

I used to be so hard on myself for so long